I FEEL MAD
and TENSE!
but
WHY?
Journaling is not helping
FRUSTRATION
is building...
is building...
Not even
speed walking
speed walking
the dog
helped....
My mind
is whirling,
twisting and turning,
breaking
and shooting
OFF
in too many directions...
My efforts to
corral, itemize.
dissect
and analyze
are
not
working
either.
Get out the pad
for the PROS and CONS...
What
I really need
to do
is
get
quiet
so
when
the
answer
come
I
will
hear
it.
2 comments:
It could be that the purpose of confusion is to force us to become quiet. A state of simply being is not that easy to achieve...allowing the mind to become still, not picking up any of the thoughts, worries, wishes, directions that are tossed in its path. In quiet, I find the heart has a chance to speak, knowing it will be heard. As a friend of mine says, "Unless you are on fire or having a baby, I can't talk to you now."
I like that...only I am so "people starved", I can't imagine saying that to anyone I care about. I would rather talk with someone I love over pretty much any other activity. I agree though, finding quiet within ourselves, peace...is a real challenge these days...
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