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Picture taken by my friend Cyndi Leos....thank you Cyndi.

Friday, June 25, 2010

I can only hope for sunshine within tomorrow...


Am I tired?
Just resting?
Taking it easy,
from a long weekend?
Malaise?
Discontent?
Loneliness?
Sadness?
Confusion?

I enjoy
walking
barefoot
through
my
life
and it
always
surprises me
to
suddenly
be
jerking,
avoiding
the
broken glass
along
the
way...

It
 mystifies me
like
waking
suddenly
from
a
noise
in
the
dark.

It feels
like
a
merry go round
making
me dizzy.

I try
Quiet.
I slip
into
Silence.
I
climb
into
Calm...
only
to
find
Chaos.

Seeking answers
is
wearing
me
thin.

External CRAP,
Piles of paper.
Internal anguish.
Why?
What?
When?

That
sense of
Dread..
the
kind
felt
before
it arrives,
reaching out
for me
PuLLiNg ME,
tWisTiNg me,
pretzelizing my
brain;
stealing
my creativity
and
sucking out
my essence.

A
head
full of
snarled
thoughts
makes
me
want
to
escape
into
sleep.

I can
only
hope
for
sunshine
within
tomorrow...

~ dkb ~





4 comments:

penjandrum said...

Sending lots of sunshine...
Hugs ♥♥♥

Penny

DrSoosie said...

wow...this totally explains my current state of mind in a profound way. It actually helps to see certain feelings and emotions written with such punch and meaning. Thank you...it has really helped me right about now.

Donna B said...

Thank you Penny...I need some..

Dr. Soosie: Glad I am not the only one feeling like this. I hesitated to post my feelings...so the fact it helped you, makes me glad.

I know life is full of peaks and valleys...but these valleys are the pits!

Chatty Crone said...

I too have been to that place myself - a few times. sandie